We have finally advanced as we move along day by day. She had no idea how much that message meant to me at the instance, my heart nearly pop out of where its supposed to be:) Last Wednesday was certainly one of the best day I had been through. The hour i spent with her was really wonderful. HAHA but the good time doesn't last long...
The test I flunked next day was nothing compared to how you meant to me. We used to walk to school everyday, happily smsing and walking at snail speed. I guess I would never know what's going through your mind the day you stopped. I will never know what you ever meant by knowing each other again AND does walking home together really meant nothing?
Being the shy guy I always am, I always think about these questions, but never having the ability to voice them out, never getting close to the answers that could only be answered deep down in your heart. I always think a lot. Could be a good thing, could be bad. Waiting for your sms is a torture to me. Checking my phone every instance and seeing nothing appearing is making me suffer. Moreover, having to pull myself together in this battle against my fever is killing me. So sick, so tired, and your sms would be the best remedy to it:D but i shall just leave it to fate as it would be pointless to search for the medicine.
Shall resume my sleep which was what I have been doing for like erm the past 12 hours. Too tired to carry on staying awake and facing this torture:P Perhaps torture is too much an exaggeration but yeah, its hurting me inside.
I love you♥
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